In the dead of night, the narrator wakes to unsettling sounds—low humming that shifts into high-pitched giggling—and finds her husband, Sayed, flailing and murmuring incomprehensible syllables. Panic sets in as she realizes he is experiencing a serious episode and calls 911. The surreal and terrifying scene forces her to confront the fragility of life and the limits of her own preparedness.
Paramedics arrive, and Sayed is transported to the hospital, leaving the narrator in a haze of fear and confusion. Doctors suggest mild seizures, stress, and sleep deprivation as possible causes, but their clinical reassurances barely soothe the narrator. She replays the night’s events, haunted by his flailing arms and wild expressions, questioning whether she missed earlier warning signs in her attempts to maintain normalcy.
At the hospital, she faces questions from medical staff about Sayed’s recent behavior. Though she hides some truths, she internally acknowledges the changes she had noticed over months—long work hours, secretive phone calls, and late-night murmurs to someone named Nadia. Her desire to support him conflicted with a growing sense of fear and unease, leaving her emotionally suspended between concern and suspicion.
Upon returning home, Sayed exhibits care and attentiveness but maintains a subtle distance. His secretive behavior, especially frequent phone use, raises the narrator’s anxiety. Eventually, she discovers messages from Nadia, an online therapist, revealing that Sayed has been documenting and processing his dissociative episodes, sleepwalking, and unusual behaviors privately, without involving her.
Confronted with the evidence, Sayed admits the truth: he feared revealing this side of himself, worried she would see him as broken or dangerous. The revelation reframes the episodes as a manageable, if frightening, health issue rather than a betrayal, allowing for understanding rather than panic.
For the first time in months, the couple sleeps together without deception or fear. The narrator reflects on the necessity of honesty and shared vulnerability, recognizing that trust can only be rebuilt when secrets are laid bare. The story closes with a fragile but hopeful sense of reconnection, emphasizing communication and transparency as the foundation for navigating unforeseen challenges together.